Small

Does anyone have days when they wake up all wrong? As in, you just wake up and feel small, weak, pathetic, alone, inconsequential, and worst of all, a mockery? As in the world is laughing at me and those people who are around are just humoring me.

I can rationally tell myself, with my brain, that this isn’t true, but I must have dreamt every single one of my failures last night, every single one of my social faux pas, cause it’s left my heart with a bitter taste today. I want to crawl into bed, cry, and not answer the phone.

Not that it would ring anyway…

See?

Call it hormones?

January?

The weather?

It sucks.

I need some massive cheering up. Or a truckload of chocolate, my blankie and ‘Moonstruck‘.

5 Responses to “Small”

  1. Tiffani Lang Pullyblank Says:

    I have only interacted with myself, my husband, my upstairs neighbor, and now YOU, today, and it just seems to be one of those days, for whatever reason. I’m sure mercury is in retrograde or some other such totally logical reason, but today sucks. hope you feel better soon… hugs :-)

  2. Cindy Says:

    This guy makes me laugh. Read through some of his stuff….hilarious! http://www.tellingdad.com/

    Otherwise, pajama day, hot tea/chocolate, and gravol all around. Plus order in/drive-thru. Mellow. It’s key.

  3. tafel Says:

    I blame January. Worst month ever, with November a close second.

    And for laughs, there’s always
    http://damnyouautocorrect.com/

  4. Melissa Says:

    Um, yes. Usually, about a week later, I discover that it was hormone related. I love my estrogen.

    Fortunately, it does go away. And chocolate helps.

  5. Jolene Says:

    I agree, it’s just January…. ugg!

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