1. I have somehow managed to justify eating Nutella on rice cakes as somehow canceling each other out. A black hole of eating. It didn’t exist…
2. I have to take Queen E. for another round of blood work and I HATE it. (fungal stuff) But I fake it. Lots of cheery ‘it will be fine’ and ‘you are so brave’ etc. BUT I HATE IT. I hate her trying so hard to be brave and her pain and fear. I do make myself feel better by taking her for ice cream after.
3. I confess I got cranky with our agency for the first time in this process. (it was a tiny cranky and it’s all fine)
4. I confess that I REALLY want my kids to start school. I want a day off!*
5. I confess that my massage was BLISSFUL, and now I want another one. Sooner than a year from now. Right now would be fine.
6. I confess that I hate cleaning up poo, smeared food, spilled juice (which is why I never give it to my kids) and walls. Oh and baseboards. Oh, and vacuuming. I loathe vacuuming. (is that why I have ripped out almost all the carpet in this house?)
7. I confess that I lazed in bed until 9am this morning. My mom would be appalled.
8. I confess that I sometimes justify not working out by having marital relations instead. (yes, I just admitted that, lucky HOTY)
9. I confess that I am an angry person. In the last few years I have had to come to terms with, accept and then work through more anger than I ever thought I had. I confess that I was surprised by how angry I can be.
10. I confess that I feel unworthy of most of the friends I have. I have that secret fear that once they figure out who I really am that they will leave. Sigh….I battle this one a lot.
*a school update: G. man and Queen E. will be going together on T and T mornings from 9-12. We are still hoping that this will turn into two full days instead of half days. In the meantime we are going to give this a shot as we are already registered. I’m not thrilled about it, but I am also not as upset and scared as I was.
October 1, 2010 at 8:25 pm |
HAH! about the marital relations.
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oh, and Taylor Swift is a teenage country singer. Well she may be 20 now. But she’s so adorable. controversial b/c some people think she can’t sing. But i think she’s just so pure with her voice, and i DO sing, so i know what it’s like to actually sing in front of people (and I’ll bet most people who criticize her don’t have a clue!) my daughter loves her
happy weekend!
October 1, 2010 at 8:38 pm |
[...] I am stealing this idea from the ever-awesome Tova over at Who Let This Happen? and doing my own Confession Friday. [...]
October 2, 2010 at 1:32 am |
Amen and halleluja to not working out!
October 2, 2010 at 4:32 pm |
I will see your #7, and raise you by still being in my pajamas at 11:30.
October 3, 2010 at 3:51 am |
I know who you really are, and I will never leave you. As long as you never leave me. Because if you do, I will tell everyone I left you first ’cause that’s how I roll. Love you sweet sister.
October 3, 2010 at 4:01 pm |
I really like the Confession Friday thang. I think I may need to start one. Seriously – I’m in my 40s and am only just starting to get remotely honest about who I am. Our adoption has precipitated major major stuff…As for anger, I guarantee you, I’m angrier than you. OH YEA! (haha)
October 4, 2010 at 3:25 am |
#10 – don’t be dumb